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Its about that time again... you know that every few months that I'm bored an near a computer and decide its time I actually write in this thing I never use any more. Its funny how I use to write in this thing everyday and now its rare for me to even look at it, but I'm bored so I thought it would make for a good update.
Hmm whats new you ask? Well I have started my new job. Its very nice its not really hard work, its just alot but the pay is good and thats about it. The people arent very nice but thats ok I've learned to give shit right back. Lol it can be fun!
So glad school is almost over and summer will be here before we know it. This is my fav time of the year. Its always when the fun happens. With school and work and everything I have been so busy I have barely had anytime for myself. I just hope this is going to be a very relaxing summer.
Today is mommy's day and I'm so excited cause I made all this nice stuff. I made a heart shaped stool and hand painted flowers and happy mothers day on it for my mom, and then for Brandons mom i hand painted a glass candy jar for her desk and filled with really yummy candy. It was so great watching them open it.
Saturday is HFS is anyone going? Brandon and I are we have free tickets and backstage passes! WooHoo! Well i thought I was gonna make this longer but I'm gonna go get me some coffee cause I just got up.
Leave the love and I'll update when I can.
xoxo
Jax
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Oh my damn it has been forever an a day since I last updated this bitch. I dont even know why i'm bothering I bet no one even looks at this anymore, but oh well keeps me busy. Things have been pretty crazy I havent been talkin to anyone for awhile but I had alot going on. Things are finally gettin to be the way I want them to be. I just got a new job at a medical office in Towson. Its a job on the billing floor doing data entry. Its a great job and great place to get my foot in and start off. Things with Brandon and I are going really well to. Yesterday was his birthday I got him a new stereo and I cooked him dinner. We had a great day. I'm glad spring is almost here I cant wait for warm weather and summer break. I'm doing really well in school this semester I'm so proud of myself. Even though I'm doing well I cant wait for summer I've never been a fan of school. I cant wait to get out and hit the beach. So things are just starting to go really well. I'm excited for the changes that the future holds and I'm excited to move on and have new experiences. But I'm not gonna ignore my past anymore mainly my friends. Sorry I havent been really talking to anyone I know you all have new things you have moved on but I hope you all havent forgotten me cause I sure as hell havent forgotten you all. Now that things are where I want and have needed them to be things will change and I wont be ignoring people any more. Any way movin on to somethin new Brandon got a new puppy about three weeks ago. She is oh so cute. Her name is Jersey. I'll post some pics of her soon. Well I think I'm about done here I have to go help Brandon hang his new birthday gifts. Feel free to leave comments I'll check this soon, and I'll try to post more. Also if anyone wants to talk to me feel free to call the cell.
* snot face if you read this send me a text msg sometime *
xoxo
Jax
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again I'm updating at work...but oh well we'll say I'm on a lunch break I did just get done eating taco bell... that may have been a mistake I'm not sure yet I think I'll know in about 20 mins or so hehe :) any way today was the first day of school. I was not happy getting up so early this morning. I think I fell back asleep 20 times before I actually rolled out of bed. Classes werent all that bad I like my health teacher he seems pretty cool and I have that class with Steph so hopfully it will be ok... math sux like always I dont remember any of that shit, but thats ok I'll learn it again. tom I go to psychology and history I hope that goes well. So far school seems okay I wasnt nervous about going back I mean I wasnt happy either, but it's ok being back having a schedule again. I havent really made any new friends but its only the first day... ooo but I did bump into a few people I havent seen in awhile which made me oh so happy! One bad thing I'm not happy with the guy selection dont get me wrong there are some cute ones up there now alot which are 17, but the problem not many hotties in jackie's classes for her to play with. Maybe tom. will be more promising...
My party is Saturday I have alot to do to get ready for it but its gonna be fun. I think that is the only thing that is keeping me going and that will get me through the week. It'll be cool after we all work so hard this week at school we get to chill and relax and party this weekend. I have a list of people who I wanted to invite to my party, but Im having trouble getting a hold of everyone. I'm not trying to leave anyone out so if you read this and think you should be invited don't be shy to leave a comment. I prolly shouldnt say that but I dont know how else to get a hold of some people. Anyone who already knows about it and has any questions call my cell.
mmm my hair smells so damn good today!
Well I had more to say but I started singing while I was typing and some how all I can think of now is meow mix... I dont know... so I guess I'll get back to work now. Leave me some lovin I'm sad when I have no comments... plus it would be nice to hear from some people... ya know just let me know your all still alive.
xoxo
Jax
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I'm so bored I'm sitting at work... I prolly shouldnt be updating my journal while I'm working, but at this point I really have nothing else to be doing. Summer is almost over school starts next week. Yeah and I'm so not looking forward to that at all, but I guess I have no choice. If anything it will be good for me to go back. Maybe chnage things up a bit. Everything seems to suck right now. I've lost some old friends I mean not because I've done anything wrong well atleats I dont think I have...we just dont talk anymore... I guess people just start to grow apart sometimes. I miss everyone even people I see everyday. Everything is differnt now. I'm sad for no reason and bored with my life. I wanna meet new people, but I want the old ones back also. I think what upsets me is everyone around me has someone else or these great friends and big plans and seem to be going places. I feel like I sit back watching everyone through a window as they live their lives and I just watch and do the same damn thing everyday. Change is what I need, but I've never been so scared of it before. I feel like I dont know what I wanna do and I feel like at this point I should have my whole life planned out by now... seems like the whole world knows where they are going, and me I'm going no where fast.
This summer has had its ups and downs I started this summer happy with lots of plans and lots of friends, and now its almost over I havent done much and I dont talk to alot of the same people that I use too... makes a girl wanna cry. Well I miss everyone and I'm sorry if I did anything wrong to anyone. Hopfully things get better and I make new friends and start seeing the old ones more... There are more good times to be had...
On a happier note my Birthday is coming up September 5th, yup thats right Jackie is gonna be 19... I'm gonna be having a birthday/end of summer party around my birthday which should be cool, and a good chance to see everyone again. So I'm kinda excited about that. Oh well I gtg Britt's on the phone... I'll update again soon...
xoxo
Jax
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In my last entry I said my real father was in town and wanted to see my sister and I. Well at the time he hadnt called me and it was getting later and later. That night I sat in front of my computer from the time I posted till about 11 at night. I was pretty upset because like I thought my father never showed. However what I wasnt expecting was the phone call at 10:30 he told his plans had been changed and wouldnt be able to see us till wend. By that time I was so upset and depressed over it all, but the night didnt end all that bad. I got a text message from a special someone which just made me feel sooo much better. :-D and we did have that thunderstorm and I got to see Taking Back Sunday on TV. Well the next day on my sisters b-day he actually showed and stayed in town for two days he gave my sis a gift and we actually got some money out of him all in all I guess it was nice.
Last night we had a suprise party for Nicole which went really well, and some 10 year old girl told me I had no butt... ouch! I got to see little Brad and spend alot of time with him which was cool cause I havent seen him in so long. But poor Nicole is so sick now she was throwing up all night. Any way I went to work today boring but my office is starting to look nicer. My cousins and my Uncle came down for the weekend which is cool cause I dont get to spend enough time with them. We went in my big ol pool which we opend July 3rd and this is my 2nd time getting in this summer. Sad I use to get in everyday the first few summers was had that. I'm just so lazy. Well that's a quick update but my cousin is sitting here watching me and I think I'm boring her to tears so we are gonna go play a game...
xoxo
Jax
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I just got home from work... I decided I'm gonna try to work harder. I have this great job, but I dont work hard enough. I enjoy having things handed to me but that cant happen forever I'm growing up and if I want all that comes with that I'm really gonna have to work for it. I wanna change who I am. I wanna be better treat people better, and I wanna work hard for things I want... I wanna earn things. I'm tired of being lazy and getting no where. So I know I have said I wanna chnage in the past, but this time I'm puttin my foot down and changing all the bad to good or I will die trying!
This weekend was lots of fun. Friday I didnt think we would ever make it out of b-more and get to NJ but after changing the plans 20 million times we left around 7pm. We spent the whole day trying to get the hell out of here. I got to see my little cousins who are coming down this sunday for a week. I say I havent done much this summer but between working, going out and taking trips I have been pretty damn busy. Saturday we spent the whole day out around the town and went to this little river beach thing it was nice. Sunday Phil and Nicole went to hellfest they enjoyed it but from what I heard I'm just glad I didnt go (sounds a bit scary to me).
Well last night I was driving around with Steph when I got a phone call from my real father. He said he would be in town today and wanted to see my sister and I. I havent seen my real father since last June when he came in for my graduation, and that was the first time in 4 years I saw him. Well stupid me told my mother he would be here and to make a long story short her and my step father didnt like that and flipped out and it turned into a big fight in my house last night my sister and I verse my mother and step father. I understnad that man hurt my mother as well and my sister and I, but sometimes I just dont think people understand what it is like. I know this but damnit that man is still my father. Nothing means more to me then my mother and I wouldnt choose him over her, all I'm saying is it would be nice to see him, but like always I have my hopes up and it is now 5:43 and I have yet to recive a phone call from the man... I dont think he'll even call. Guess I just got to wait and see.
*one bright side to this day I think we might have a thunderstorm...but prolly not caue that would make Jackie happy and its all about bringing Jackie down today...
Nicole turns 16 tom. so I gotta get her something, and the new Taking Back Sunday CD just came out today so I must go to the store now.
xoxo
Jax
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I just got out of the shower and I smell so yummy! I decided to update while my hair is drying... I came in here to get on the computer and my sister left a whole bag of m&m peanuts, she shouldnt have done that cause now I have to eat them. I mean how can I not they are just sitting here looking at me saying eat me please jackie eat us. So I reply with ok why not as I stick a hand full in my mouth. They are shrek ones so they are differnt shades of brown and green. Nicole and I think they look like poop eh but ok enough of that. LoL I surly have alot to say about the M&M's... they are my only friends...
Any way... I havent really been to work in like two days I'm so lazy I make myself sick. I actually picked up my work today though and plan on working on that after I get myself all pretty lookin. Then I have to pack the fam. and I are takin a weekend trip to NJ. Phil and Brad are joining us. Even though the plans we had fell through it should be tons of fun. I'm really excited about going. I'm gonna take lots of pics and hopefully in my next entry I'll have pics for well atleast Jen to look at cause I know she reads this. I'm not really sure if anyone else does but thats ok I know I'm not loved and I've leanrd to deal with it.
My sisters birthday is soon... my baby is growing up she is gonna be sweet 16! and by the end of the summer she will be driving... I'm feelin so old right now. I miss the old days! My birthday is not to far away I'll be 19... how unexciting that will be. However I think I might just have a party this year... first one since I was 15. I'm not sure though most b-day parties I have had turned out to be horrible. So I'll think about that one.
Well I think I'm done now... I'll update when I get back.
xoxo
Jax
* oh and one last thing check out the cute little pic Nicole put in my bio for me... (sometimes you can have oh so much fun bein bored lol)
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Man its be so long since I last updated there has been so much that has gone on that I could have been putting in here and updating you all, but I have been so busy and lazy. One of the biggest reasons I havent updated is because my internet at home is shit and isnt working very well at all. Even now its down I just happen to be over my pal Britt's waiting for her she has decided to cut her own hair... I dont mind sitting here i'm just alittle worried cause I have a funny feeling I might have left my car door unlocked and thats not cool with me... however I'm not feelin like gettin off my ass to check so I'll just hope I rememberd to lock it.
Well for an update let me just run through and kinda list important things that have happend... well lets just see what i can remember... right after I posted my pics I went to HFS with Steph tons of fun even though we didnt see all of TBS we will make up for that at warped tour! umm right before school ended my Grandfather died :( RIP Gramps, umm Brad, Mandi and I took a weekend trip to NJ and met some werdio on the boardwalk so much fun, Steph and I went down OC at the end of senior week which was cool considering I had never really been down there... I had lots of fun and we both got burnt... although mine wasnt half as bad as steph's lol she so had the sunglasses marks it was GREAT! hehe love ya babe! and last thing I can think of is my other Grandfather got a new puppy... so cute!
Thats a basic and quick update for everyone...
This past week I have been so sick I dont think I have ever been that sick before, but I'm all better now and so happy to be able to be going out and working again. I never thought I would say I missed work lol. Well I have more to say but I think I am gonna go now anyway and help Britt out... I'll try and update again soon... and I have some more pics to put in here soon....
xoxo
Jax
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ok so I tried the whole picture thing by myself I think I messed up a bit... I dont understand why they are so big... oh well I'll leave them like that for now and try and fix them later... there are some really bad pics in there I just added funny ones so I hope you enjoy them and just so you all know I put the one of my toe in there not trying to make anyone sick or anything... I just want you all to feel the same pain I felt! Leave some lovin...
Jax
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Wow so its been like super long since I last updated this thing... I fell behind ...people what was I thinking? hmm I don’t know. Ah so well last time I updated it was like right before spring break started seems oh so long ago... I decided I wasn’t gonna update this with a whole long thing about what’s been going on cause it would be like a novel. So I took tons of pics on spring break and was just gonna post those in here, but there are so many and Nicole needs to help and we just barley see each other so I haven’t had the chance... eh maybe one day, so keep your eyes open for spring break pics they may be in here someday, but so much for that plan so here is how its been...
Well nothing all the great has been going on... I'm falling behind in school for the most part, but so glad cause its almost over! WOOHOO!!! Uhh Steph got tickets to the HFS thingy so guess what that means... ya that’s right you got it dude... I'm going too! :-D Uhh I started my job at the office I LOVE IT! I have my own office, my own computer, my own desk and my own everything. I'm so happy! We got a head start on things around the house this year. The pool is almost all set and ready so I decided on having a party this year. Hopefully that will be soon and
if I like ya I just might invite ya! hehehe I'm so looking forward to this summer I hope its just as great as the last and ten times better! Got so much planned from senior week, to the tons of road trips we keep talking about knowing we most likely wont go on any of them... just the thrill of wishful thinking!
Summer should be great, tons of fun and parties...
Well spring has been here for awhile now, and it seems like every year when spring rolls around people have this undying desire to "be" with someone else its crazy!Either this is just the time for love or we are just a bunch of horny dogs. Either way though its nice! Everyone seems to have a someone right now and if not they have their eyes on a few... I would be telling a lie if I said I didn’t have someone on my mind :-), but I wont go in to that. All I wanna say is how lovely it is to see everyone oh so happy and I hope it works out for all, and if you don’t all fall in love this time I at least hope you get alittle! :-D
~I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fule lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anyhting
I've got another 500 nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love
Eighteen forever
your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation
So we can stay like this forever
you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed
And we'll never miss a party
and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over
cause we keep them going constantly
you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love
And we'll never have to listen
your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done
you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed
and it's all been said
and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
...Just jealous cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous cause we're young and in love
xoxo
<3 Jax <3
*sorry its long, but oh well you'll get over it!*
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I get tired of things and I feel the need for change alot... Nicole got her cut today and it looks mad hot(but I don't think Phil likes it). So now I wanna get mine done but I never know what to do with it so I thought I should dye it but again I wouldn't know what color or anything... I have a kit of bleach highlights should I use it? This is something I'll be thinking about for awhile. Yeah so I changed my icon I don't think I like it but I was tired of the old one... if your reading this leave me a comment and let me know what you think, actually it probably doesn't even matter cause I'm most likely gonna change it back to the old one soon anyway. I want a new background for this bitch too hopefully I find one soon. Eh I don't know...
Today isn't such a great day I woke up in a really bad mood. I had a really bad dream last night, I mean everyone has bad dreams but it was one of those ones that are so real that you actually think it happened and for the first time in a long time I woke myself up because I was crying. I got up and cried for about an hour, and have been upset all day... it just really got to me. Then I had my interview at Glory Days I didn't wanna go but I guess it went well eh I don't know I'll hear from them Thursday I think. I didn't do my English paper so its gonna be late and I'm gonna loose 5% of my grade but oh well I was so stressed today I just said fuck it. I have been drinking water alot lately I actually cut soda like almost completely out of my diet and I'm back to not eating much any more. When I don't eat as much I don't feel so lazy and I have been exercising more and have so far lost about 7 or 8 pounds... makes a girl feel good about herself when she can go to the mall and buy new jeans and 3 shirts and it all fits so nice. By the way people check out that new store at the mall H&M oh man I fucking love I got such cute stuff there :-D
Eh ok update for JEN!!!
The Thursday show was FUCKIN GREAT!!!
The first 2 bands were ok but Thursday kicked ass! I got punched and kicked in the head, and people kept stepping on me. It was so hot and everyone was really hot and sweaty and there were so many hot guys in there. Oh man the sexual tension was just building in that room I was goin crazy the whole show. I think I spent more time checkin all the guys out then I did anything else. I was so hot and bothered it was GREAT! I need to start going to more shows and letting sweaty guys rub all up and down me... makes Jackie a very happy girl :-D
Oh man is it me or is it getting hot in here?
its all good till ya get that huge guy who stinks like b/o and is dripping sweat from every part of his giant fat body who kinda body slams you across the room and some how gets your face perfectly in his soaked stank arm pit... Yes this happened to Jackie a fat smelly man threw me across the room, ah but into the arms of a hottie in my taking back Sunday shirt who pushed the fat man away from me so in the end it was all good... Jackie was happy and taking back Sunday boy was HOT!
Ah shows are GREAT! and Thursday is FUCKIN AWESOME!
Before I go I just thought I would tell you all about my new obssession... your gonna think I'm crazy but then again what else is new? Yeah so I totally got yahoo messenger and I just love going on and meeting people in chat rooms lol its fun! You can be anything or anyone you want and say whatever they don't know if your lying and you don't know if there are its all one big mystery. I don't really tell stories like I use to on aol with Steph lol. I have been pretty honest with most of the people. Who by the way are all guys go figure, but its fun! and Steph is gonna get yahoo and come play with me right? Its cool though cause people all over have yahoo and it seems all the boys from Egypt wanna talk to me... hmm I don't know... one thing kinda sux though I don't know anyone outside of Heather who has a yahoo name so my b-list is made up of all people I met it chats :-/
Well I'm sure you all don't care so anyway...
This is long and I'm sure your bored cause I know I sure as hell am...
So leave me some love...
xoxo
Jax
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I'm really mad I'm sitting here waiting for my Chinese food to be delivered and it is taking FOREVER! I'm hungry now! This seems to be my new thing I have to have Chinese food at least once a week. Its just so gooood!! Its probably not the best thing for someone who is trying to loose a few pounds but come on now people how can you pass up fried rice? well I cant! Well exciting news all, while I was typing this my food came so I'm happy :-D...
I'm also pretty excited because the Thursday show is tonight... I'm kinda not wanting to go any more, but it should be fun and I really wanna see Thursday but I don't know any of the other bands :-/ Well hopefully I have a good time and dont get beat up, at least Nicole will be there with me.
So anyway this weekend was just like any other...
Friday Steph and I met up with the boys and Mandi to do the norm. ya know hang out in a parking lot talking for a few hrs. (I took some pics I might post in here), and then we called it a night early.
However last night was fun I got to hang out with my old buddy Ryan who I never see anymore. We went to the car show.. I don't know much about cars but damn there were some nice ones there. Then we headed home to relax and watched 2 fast 2 furios... It was a pretty good movie I guess I learned alot more about cars, and the guys in the movie were damn hot! So overall last night was a very educational night. I think I might go back up to the car show again sometime and check it out.. I enjoy looking at the cars.
I have been sick all week I got a really bad cold and missed about 4 days of school which means alot of work to be making up this week. Also I'm pretty sure I failed my History midterm. Which pisses me the fuck off, if I failed I think I'll just drop the class I don't know. But my nose is still stuffed and I haven't been able to taste food for the past week... but little by little its getting better. So with the little taste I have I'm gonna go enjoy my Chinese food. Oh man people DIRTY DANCING IS COMING ON RIGHT NOW! WOOHOO!!! So I'll stop boring you now...
xoxo
Jackie
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Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.
Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working.
Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
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I just ate Chinese food.. alot! Maybe that wasn't such a good idea considering I haven't been feeling well lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. It all started Saturday morning... I hope I start feeling better soon, I think its because I was so tired. I had a fun weekend, but stayed up way to late, and lack of sleep really gets to me now... I'm getting so old :/ eh well it was worth it though...
Friday Steph and I decided to spend the whole day together and get our eyebrows done, but of course it didn't work that way. LoL I went on this major cleaning kick and scrubbed my whole house from top to bottom. Steph and I eventually got together and after a bit, we headed to the store. We got balloons for Jess cause her 19th b-day was thursday... LoL when you get the balloons you have to ask for them by their letter and we got F-n-U. It was funny and Jess made that the title of her J-entry... which made me smile :) Then we got her a cake and met up with Corey and sang happy b-day. Later that night Brad, Dave, Mandi and Dan came by, and then alittle later Mike and Greg came over. It was cool seeing Mike again and finally meeting Greg. Those guys are fun to hang out with even though they are both quite at first. I'm glad Greg really opened up, and got along with all my friends so well, and even though Mike was quite most of the time it was cool hanging with him. I'll make him talk next time! Sometimes it is just alot of fun hanging around and talking and acting stupid with your friends. Thats basically my life right there. The only difference is I can honestly say... guys I think this is the first time we moved it in doors and we weren't in a parking lot lol.
Saturday wasn't as much fun though, I was so tired cause people didn't leave till 5am and Steph spent the night (haha for the first time in 8 years) and she had to be up at 10. So I stayed up all day. Later that night I hung out with Brad again and also with Heather, and we went to dinner. I love going to Applebees with Brad he knows all the people. We had this really cool waiter he was funny. He kept sitting down with us and talking to us, and in the middle of something he was saying my phone started to ring and it was in my pocket. So I said my crotch was vibrating... lol he just looked at me and said well I leave you alone with that then... hahaha good times.. When the food came I realized I wasn't even hungry so I payed for food I didn't even eat. And then we drove right home after cause I had to poop :-D After I did my business in my office Heather left to hang with Rob which was cool cause I mean come on now its Hot Rob! We were gonna have an orgy but I don't think Rob liked the idea of 2 girls and a gay guy... So Brad and I hung till about 3 looking at guys on facethejury and talking to gay men on Brads sn.
Sunday I did nothing but watch lifetime movies.. I love them so much! Monday nothing, and today nothing.. ah but today I did call Glory days back bastards never called me, and I got my next interview on Monday :) wish me luck!
Sorry I make these way to long, I don't know why you bother reading them I wouldn't.. but if you do you should leave some nice comments cause it hurts me here <3 when I don't get any... Not meaning Jen though she always leaves love... <3 you girl!
sorry again for the longness..
xoxo
Jackie
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I promised I would put them in and here they are...
( The Gal Pals )
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Its been a really long time since I actually updated this bitch. So since its saturday and I'm bored I thought now would be the perfect time to inform you all of the nothing going on in my life... well some fun stuff has happend...
Lets see I'll start with last Friday thats about as far back as I can remember right now. Last Friday Brad came over for a chat sometime in the afternoon and I ended up spending the rest of the night hanging out with him. I had so much fun... we went out to dinner at Applebees with Dave, Mandi, and Dan and got like the VIP service it was GREAT!! We had such a great time we didnt want it to end, so after dropping Dan and Mandi off Dave Brad and I decided to have a late night road trip. So at 8pm we left P'ville and made a 3 hour jounrny to OC, MD (cause Jackie had never been). Arriving at around 11 we were on the cold empty boardwalk for about an hour... by the way I looked like a penis, we then were heading out of OC around 12 when we got pulled over (but of course) it was nothing major we got a warning something about Brad's tags. Any who... we then drove all the way back home saying touge twisters in the car, we left aroud 12:15 and I was home by 3:15... that was tons of fun..
I then needed Saturday to relax I was so tired but I made it out to dinner with Heather lol to the worst Denny's in MD. I was so glad to leave... but it was great hanging out and talking all night.
This week was good it seems the weeks have been going by so fast... so not much to say about it. I passed my history quiz.. n blah blah blah...
The biggest highlight of the week, was I got an interview at Glory Days for a hostess positon, I go for the interview some time this week.. I'll let you all know how it goes. I hope I get it, I need a job and money...
Last night was alot of fun... Steph, Jess and I went out and met up with Brad and Dave (seems I have been spending alot of time with my "ladies" I luv them) any way we spent the whole night hanging out in the parking lot of Applebees talking. I know doesnt sound like much fun to you all, but I enjoy just hanging out and talking and doin nothing oh so much! It brought me back to this summer, this summer every night a whole group of us would meet up everynight without fail to stand in the parking lot or the playground at the apartments and just talk about evreything and nothing, and thats all we did, and it was the best summer I've ever had. It just feels good to have those little adventures with people you enjoy.. even though none of us really talk much anymore or at all. It still reminded me of that last night. Even though it wasnt the original group we did however adopt a new member... Jess!! I love her so much she is tons of fun to hang out with even though she is scared of ghost and wont go to the haunted mansion I love her guts anyway. I'm so glad we are hanging out again I love it and its like we are all new people wether it be through our looks or just that we have grown up in a sense.. but the biggest change I would have to say would be Mr. Bradly's, he looks damn good he lost 100Lbs he is so skinny! He is no longer big gay Brad, but SKINNY gay Brad lol. I'm so proud of him he looks GREAT!
Well that was all my fun... we also took a whole bunch of pics that I promised to put in here, but Brad is on his way to come get me so I dont have the time right now so hopfully I will find time to get them in here tom. and show you all.
Goodnight all...
xoxo
Jackie
*Oh and Today is one year for Phil & Nicole... so Happy ONE YEAR guys!!!*
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| --Your Favorite-- | </td>| Hair Color:: | I like dirty blonde, or dark hair | | Eye Color:: | blue or brown | | (Their)Music Genre Preference:: | I dont really care it would be kinda cool if they were into some of the same as me but I'll live if they arent | | Height(estimate):: | hmm.. not sure just taller then me | | Age:: | 18-21 | | Personality Type:: | funny, outgoing, talkative and sweet/charming | | --This or That-- | </td>| Older or Younger:: | older | | Romantic or Horndog:: | romantic | | Smart or Stupid:: | smart | | Fat or Skinny:: | I like guys with alittle chub, but not like 400LBs | | Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: | hmm muscles are nice either way, but i like my guys kinda big | | Punk or Preppy:: | haha uh punk | | The Big Picture or the Little Things:: | little things | | Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: | flowers/candy | | Mixtape or Burned CD:: | burned cd | | Love or Lust:: | love | | Emotional or Just Not:: | emotional, but not more than me lol | | Sincere or Jokester:: | both | | Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: | ugly and sweet or and hott and sweet that would be nice :-D | | Sexy or Just "cute":: | just cute.. eh sexy is nice to but they tend to be assholes I like cutie's | | Arse or Abs:: | abs | | Hair or Hands:: | hands | | Dimples or Eyes:: | eyes | | Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: | biceps | | Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: | teeth | | Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: | both can be nice | | Rugged or Prim and Proper:: | rugged | | Countryboy or Cityboy: | cityboy | | Date alone or With Friends: | alone | | Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: | rebel with out a cause | | --Have You Ever-- | </td>| Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: | yes | | Loved a guy because he stalked you:: | yes | | Loved a guy because he hated you:: | yes | | Asked your friend's crush out:: | nope | | Lead a guy on for kicks:: | eh na | | Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: | maybe | | Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: | nope | | Lied about not having a boyfriend:: | nope | | Lied about having one:: | sure thang | | Cheated:: | nope | | Been Cheated on:: | not that I know of | | Had a crush on a gay guy:: | uhh, not really | | --Their Clothing(yes/no)-- | </td>| Boxers?:: | yes | | Briefs?:: | yes | | Hat?:: | yes | | Skater Shoes?:: | oh yeah | | Pimp Shoes?:: | na | | Band Shirts?:: | love | | Vintage shirts?:: | sure | | Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: | nope | | Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: | na | | Independent/DC?:: | Independent | | Skavenger/UGP?:: | na | | Fox/Thor?:: | na | | Jeans or Shorts?:: | Jeans | | --Be Honest-- | </td>| Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: | nope | | Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: | na | | Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: | yeah | | Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: | uhhuh | | Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: | nope | | Do looks matter?:: | not really | | Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: | yes | | Does size matter?:: | hmm... | | Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: | hmm... | | Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: | no, like jess said I have no ugly friends... | | Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: | ... | | Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: | depends | | Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: | nope | | Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: | no | | Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: | no | | Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: | I'm a good girl.. :-D | | Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: | nope | | Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: | sometimes | | Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: | maybe | | Does this survey suck nuts?: | nuts haha.. na I enjoyed it |
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SpOiLeDcHaOs: Golden Girls are coming on
NightKrwling01: hoorah
NightKrwling01: PARTY!!!!
SpOiLeDcHaOs: thats what I'm sayin
SpOiLeDcHaOs: lets eat cheese cake, and talk about all the men we have slept with it'll be fun :-P
NightKrwling01: i havent slept with any men
SpOiLeDcHaOs: if you say so...
SpOiLeDcHaOs: lol jk
NightKrwling01: grrrr
SpOiLeDcHaOs: you love me
NightKrwling01: i do....i really do.
SpOiLeDcHaOs: me and all my gas
NightKrwling01: especially your gas
SpOiLeDcHaOs: lol I'll take us to the moon... someday
NightKrwling01: lol
SpOiLeDcHaOs: thats alot of orange jucie and coke
NightKrwling01: just drink orange soda
SpOiLeDcHaOs: i never thought of that you are so smart
NightKrwling01: :-)
do you ever see other peoples convos, or look at ones you have had and wonder "what the hell were we talking about?" LoL sometimes I just wonder whats going through my head... then I realize lots and lots of air... (maybe thats why its so big to)
Jackie
xoxo
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[07 Feb 2004|02:38pm] |
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For the longest time I though having fun was just out of the question... I really thought that I would just not have stupid fun ever again, but last night was definitely alot of stupid fun. I laughed so hard all night long...
The night started slow and boring like every night, but it was Britt's b-day so she invited tons of people to meet up at Perry Hall Lanes, she asked all to dress 80's style. I didn't think I would but I some what did and it just made everything so much more fun. I have to say all eyes were on us last night. It was a great time I think I'll dress like that every time I go bowling. We took tons of pics, but I don't know how to add them in here so I'll have Nicole help me later.
Well that wasn't the end of the night after bowling it was going so well we just couldn't end it there. So I filled my car with people and we headed to Denny's for food and more laughs. I honestly think I had more fun at Denny's then I did all night. We met alot of interesting people. Denny's at midnight is the best place in the world to be. We got hit on, barked at, and we met at cowboy who let Nicole wear his hat lol. I have a pic of that to. We sat there laughing our asses off the whole time just for no reason before we left we made farm animal noises and the man next to us who was also laughing along with us asked if we were "high", that just added to the unnecessary laughter. It didn't quite end there on the way out to the car in the parking lot there was a group of people dancing to Outkast and we were asked to join in but we didn't really although Nicole being the character she is busted a move in the middle of the parking lot, making everyone including our new friends laugh.
I would love to say that was the end but this is the part I wish didn't happen, but just added to the crazy night. The night really ended with a bang. While in the car on the way home I had all these people and a really good song came on the radio so I thought hey I'll take the long way. Well as I was coming down Joppa road I looked in my rear view mirror to see a cop with his lights on. I didn't know what to think so like a good girl I pulled over. I almost shit my pants and everyone got really quite and we were all very nervous. The Cop came to the window and asked for my licenses and registration I was so scared I couldn't even find it, but I did, and I asked if I was in trouble he said "no, not at all, you have a headlight out" I thought I was gonna cry I had never been pulled over here I am thinking I was speeding we all looked like hookers I thought he was gonna think we were on something, but it was all okay. He gave me an ERO (equipment repair order) which basically says that I need to have the light fixed with in 10 days and have the order mailed in within 30 days to let them know its fixed. See Jackie couldn't get into any real trouble cause I a gooooood girl :-D...
Well that was the end of that night, but today is a new day, and I'm ready for more fun starting off with going to the mall with Tyler in a bit. So I must go get ready...
... but if ever anyone wants to go out some time and just have some crazy stupid fun let me know, call me or leave me a nice little comment I'm always up for an adventure! (just whatever we do can someone else drive?)
Love and Kisses
Jackie
Oh and one other thing HAPPY B-DAY BRITT!!! (and I still owe you your birthday whacks!)
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[02 Feb 2004|10:56pm] |
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I haven't updated in awhile, I've actually just been way to lazy to. In fact I don't really feel like doing it now, but what else is a girl to do on a Monday night? yeah I don't know either...
Well we finally got alot of snow, well not alot but enough to go sledding. I went one night with Heather, and Brad met us there it was so much fun. We kept falling and rolling over each other. I have pics I'm gonna have to put in here soon... so keep your eye out for them. After sledding and freezing our asses off Heather and I headed to Denny's for fudge brownies and coffee... so gooooddd!!!!!!!! I love the snow it makes me so happy :-D . . . in fact we are supposed to get some snow tonight, but I don't really think that is gonna happen oh well.
Uhh at the moment I am having a major brain fart... hate when then happens. I thought I had more to say but I'm having trouble thinking of what it was. I really just don't know lol. Any way things have been going alot better for me... Nicole seems to pay alittle more attention to me I think its cause I kinda backed off of her I was really being a pain in the ass eh but thats what I do best :-D, and it seems now that things are better between us Phil is being alot nicer to. That makes me happy. Phil and I have our bad moments but I am really glad we are friends he can be really sweet when he wants to be, and I'm happy for him and Nicole its almost a year the have been together.
On a different note today was my first day back to school. Oh what fun! I have two classes with Steph. Phil W. is also in my history class :) gives me more people to talk to. It makes me feel alot better knowing people. Oh and Tabby is in mine and Stephs last class this teaching class, I can tell now I'm not gonna like this class, but otherwise all the other classes don't seem to bad. Tomorrow I have one class my English class I guess we will just have to wait and see how that one goes. I'm actually pretty happy with my classes and all. I just know I will be spending alot of time at the mall this semester, I have a break from 11-1:25 on Mon & Wed. Shouldn't be that bad, I'm just hoping May comes soon!
Yesterday was superbowl what fun... we had some what of a party nothing all that great I watched alittle of the game but I still couldnt tell you who won, not even sure if I could tell you the teams that played. However I did watch the half time show and saw the whole boob thing oh what fun that was its always great when stupid shit like that happens and then its all over the news for like 5 months. I enjoy it oh so much.
ahh 11ish that means its my bed time cause I'm a school girl again... off to bed I go...
Goodnight all...
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